I am having trouble figuring out which gestures are truly mine and which are not. My balance is wrong, and I am afraid to use most of my magic for fear of harming this body.

Even if you are finished changing back, what you say about the memories is true and makes it so hard to tell. Everything is jumbled. It will settle eventually, I hope. It has to. [She might keep Xzana as her aunt even after it does, though. Kitten has always had a cobbled together family, and she thinks they'd forgive her for adopting a new member without them here.]